healing

The healing process has begun. My God and Redeemer lives and loves me with a personal fervent love. I think I just had to realize, I have no healing within me, it has to come from the Maker. Today was our first day back at our new church. We've been going about 4 months and haven't really connected with anyone yet, so I'm still a little lonely when I'm there. I had a really hard time during the study, I was to distracted by my sadness, missing my pearl. Anyways, today was communion and as they started worship they played this song that I had never heard. I think it was perfect for me and maybe it will encourage someone else too.....

Since I Am So Sick,
since I Am In Need,
since I Have No Healing Within Me,

oh, My God, Be Mindful Of Me
you Are My Help And My Redeemer
oh, My God, Be Mindful Of Me
you Are My Help And My Redeemer

unto You, Oh Lord I Lift Up My Soul
in Your Loving-Kindness I Believe

surely Those Who Wait On You will Never Be Ashamed
all Of Those Who Call On You
will Know The Faithfulness Of Your Name